Breaking Up Is Hard Enough...

Sorry if my last post was a mess of rambling, incoherent emotion. Breaking up tends to do that to me. Or should I say pseudo-breaking up?

Chris and I are fine for the moment as far as things go. Really we won't have the opportunity to talk until next Thursday due to his mother's impromptu visit.

I'm still definitively upset about the whole not asking her to come another time thing. I know Tori visiting Chris has a lot to do with him calling the house and asking to talk to her. It doesn't matter that he called to ask if I could bring Amber up there, it matters that he called, and asked for her. They spoke, which they haven't done in a long time.

Frankly, I'm not worried about the two of them getting back together? Do I think it will happen? Not while he and I are an item, a sure-fire way to ruin it with me. Then again, how would I know if they were kissy and cuddly? I wouldn't. I would hope his guilty conscience would eventually get the best of him and he would tell me but in light of recent events, I just don't know.

And if they do get back together? What am I really going to do? To say? Not much apparently.

I talked to one of my friends at work tonight to try and get my head around what is going on. She felt too that it was really shitty of his mom not to tell him, and to come on the only night that I get to see him due to my work schedule.

She also told me that he needs to intervene- fair or not, before it comes down to him having to pick between me and his mom. And really if his mom is going to use that child card to hold over his head he needs to eliminate that power right away and not let her use Amber as a pawn. And if he won't stand up for me, well then it's time for him to go. Seriously, we're both adults and her meddling is not only affecting, but hurting both of us.

The conversation about quitting school, and the moving went well, and rather very maturely. I'm hoping this one goes equally as well.